To be or not to be.. !

I m updating my blog aftr a long time. And the reason behind is that i don't knw what should i write.
Becoz at the end of the day i dnt want to write about "ANNAJI - FIGHT AGAINST CORRUPTION" (as few ppl suggested me) as i feel there r lot more thinker who had given their point of view n people listen them. I m just a victim in this arena - A very own common man.. !
Then my mind clicked n i had a question in my mind.. A million dollar question.

In this competitive world, is there any place for a average man to reach at the top of hierarchy of any association...??

Everybody want to talk abt,write abt,listen abt student graduated frm IIT or IIM.

E.g - 5 point someone one of the most praised novel. It deals with 3 iitans
- Again,if god was a banker ( by ravi subramanium based on corporate world) it deals with 2 iim graduates who achieved grt height in retail banking.

I dnt hav a prob. wit that bcoz its nature's law - survival of fittest.. !
And these iitans n iiams graduates have done sum real hard work during their early phase and that's y god is jus being honest n loyal to them n paying for their hard work.
But wht abt those average students like me who graduated frm a normal private collage n standing in crowd that sumday,sumone,somewhere will recognize his/her talent n potential.
The typical phenomena is that if u r average person then u'll start ur career wit a salary of 3.5 lakh PA n retire with 15 lakh p.a.. Having a normal small car aftr 3-5 years of ur career n ends with a sedan.. !
The common procedure is that if u born average then in mst of the cases u'll die a bit more than average. Only few of them ends with a Merc or Audi.. ! Hence..

LIFE IS REALLY TOUGH....
B READY TO FACE IT.... ! ! ! !

MY BELIEF...!

Just done with my semester exams and I am totally free n unemployed these days. Hence, I am spending some quality time with me i.e. my soul n beliefs..!

Before I move further, just want to confess that I am writing what my mind is dictating to me. One more confess to make is that, while reading this you may encounter words like I. MY, MYSELF many times. Can’t help it I am little self-obsessed..!

It’s been said – that communication is a key requirement to be an effective leader in a large organization. Those who write well learn to synthesize their ideas better, it makes them better thinker.

My mind is a large organization in its self and at least I am the leader of this large n messy organization. That’s why, I am writing about my state of mind to synthesize my ideas n dilemmas well. That may produce me as a better thinker.

I indulge myself in continuous negotiations n communications with my self-belief n many perceptions that my mind builds. It is always surrounded by an aura of confusion. Dilemma to judge my thinking and beliefs, which is utterly different from the person who surrounds me. Sometimes I find myself more appropriate n right than those people who are much more experienced n mature than me. And at this point, my mind n soul argues with each other.

My mind says, I am absolutely right with my thinking. On the other hand, my heart n soul contradicts me that how can I question the thinking of those people who are much more experienced than me. Is this is my over-confidence ( a typical youth mentality as termed by our elders)...? Or I am really more mature regarding my ideas at few instances..!

I am confused & searching for a reason as well explanation. Reason because this dilemma is raising a lot of question my CONFIDENCE level.

And explanation to explain others that my thinking are not immature. I think I’ll find all reasons n explanations after I’ll achieve something in life. My success n my new identity will speak on my behalf & it’ll change others perceptions towards my ideas n beliefs..!

TILL THEN ITS TIME TO ACT….

NOT TO REACT..!

ATTITUDE- A word that better defines me..!

ATTITUDE... This word has always followed me in my school, collage n day-to-day life..! Out of 100 people in my collage 80 of them had declared me a gal with loads of attitude..! well,i take it as a compliment..! But,i really don't know on what grounds people judge me..! I m not writing this to clarify my nature rather, i m asking u all that "what is the meaning of attitude in your words..!"

To ignore your loved ones n well-wishers... Is that attitude..?

To pass on sarcastic comments on the person who had a feelings 4u..! Or to hurt some one with your words . Do u define it as attitude..????

Its not that big question, coz everybody has its own definition..!

But,4me this is not at all what u call "ATTITUDE"...!

Make ur image so that every body wants to talk to you but only few of them got the rights n capability to interact with you..! Some deeper meaning guyz..! N this is my THEORY of "ATTITUDE":- I follow it honestly n regularly..! So, 4 ol of you.. this is YASHSWEY CHOUHAN- a gal with loads of

positive attitude.. signing off n LOVE YOU ALL..!